Are you a friend to JESUS or a servant? Are you ordained by JESUS CHRIST? Here is how you know, from the words of JESUS Himself:
John 15:15
15 Henceforth I call you not servants; for the servant knoweth not what his lord doeth: but I have called you friends; for all things that I have heard of my Father I have made known unto you.
16 Ye have not chosen me, but I have chosen you, and ordained you, that ye should go and bring forth fruit, and that your fruit should remain: that whatsoever ye shall ask of the Father in my name, he may give it you.
17 These things I command you, that ye love one another.
18 If the world hate you, ye know that it hated me before it hated you.
Do you see? If GOD has allowed you to know what is truly going on in the world, that means you are a friend, because He has chosen you.
If you are a Christian and you read the words of GOD but it does not make much sense and you really don't know what the LORD is doing, than you are a servant.